cant even

I cant even explain how i feel with everything suddenly coming along. School starts on monday &i am excited, nervous, scared, &especially anxious. To tell you the truth, i have no idea why i am feeling all these emotions. However, I do know that i am scared to face situations that I have been holding back on. A challenge that I am ready to fight, however I get that strong feeling that i will crash down. I made a clear promise to myself to stay strong &be positive. &guessing thats why I am so scared &nervous; that i wont be able to handle everything all at once, or even at all. But this is one thing I shall make sure of; that You will notice me & You will have all these thoughts running through your little head. Because of You, i am stronger &more cautious. I have learned my lesson but i still have that feeling that I am in for a great surprise when I get back to school.