new &stronger; well almost.

its been more than a month since reality hit me hard.
in the beginning, it hurt so bad, break downs &venting anger to people who were patient w/ me. they all told me the same things, "take it day by day, it will get better" | "every breakup is a learning experience, so take this experience &learn from your mistakes" | "this experience will make you a stronger person than you were before" &all those inspiring pep talks.

since one month &more has passed by, i feel stronger than i was before, however not completely healed. i've finally realized, to let time &faith heal me. i am not as strong as i was before the relationship right now. my goal, is to be stronger than i ever was before, &of course be smarter than ever. i believe that every year i have changed; maybe for the good or the bad however i have gained knowledge &intelligence in experiences i go through.

even though i feel a little stronger, i still have that voice inside my head, reminding me of what used to be. its naggs me everyday, telling me "would've, could've should,ve" of course it is annoying &some days i wanna break down again, however i keep telling myself, "stay strong !"